Not to us, O LORD, not to us, but toYour name be the glory, because of your love and faithfulness. Psalm 115:1
In the last several months especially, I've been blown away by the countless ways that God has shown Himself to me. It's humbling really. There is no other explanation then the love, faithfulness, grace and mercy of God. I can only say like David, not to me, LORD, but to You be the glory. Let me give you just a few examples...
Brandi...she's beginning to talk these days. I can't think of anything that warms my heart more then to hear her trying to say "I love you." and reach out with open arms and puckered lips to give hugs and kisses. And loves digging in the dirt! It is by far her favorite thing to do! That's my girl!
Clara...came out of her room one night about an hour after bedtime with tears rolling down her precious cheeks. She went on to explain that she had done something that she wasn't proud of and she wanted our forgiveness. She knew it was wrong at the time, but she chose to listen to the devil. And now, a couple months later, she knew that God was convicting her heart to confess and repent. She has such a heart for service and loving on others. You might remember that she raised over $1,000 for Rice Bowls last year to feed orphans in Haiti. Over the past CR season, she's loved going to serve the homeless at the NO Mission downtown. Now, she's in the process of fundraising for a mission trip to Honduras this summer. I am awed and humbled at her willingness to be formed by The Potter, and her passion to follow Him at this young age.
Briar...more and more we are getting to have these really good conversations...about life, love, God's Word, the future's uncertainty, his purpose and calling. Part of me twinges at the thought of him being so close to leaving our home, but the greater part of me just glories in how the Lord is working in his heart and mind right now. I have the pleasure of being "mom" to a very witty, very fun, and very thoughtful young man. I pray that he always desires to seek, know and love the Lord as he does now.
Connor...just thinking about ALL the times in the last month that he's made me laugh...makes me smile and giggle this very moment. He's joined a "real football team" for spring training. They will train through the end of May and then pick up for the regular season in August. Connor is a sensitive young man...always thinking about others. He always wants your input, even if he doesn't use it. And then, he'll apologize for making a different choice. He loves to tell a story. He's very relational, thrives on contact and face time. One morning last week I was in a mad rush to leave the house for a meeting. Ashamedly, I wasn't in a great mood and he was trying to ask me about a dozen questions in the five minutes before I was leaving. I erupted with "NO! And don't ask me again!!". Well, about five minutes down the road I realized that I hurt his feelings (remembering the last look on his face) and was feeling very sorry that the whole thing happened the way that it did. I texted him "I'm sorry. Forgive me?" He answered "Yeah. :)" Even through a text, I could see his smiling face and knew that the slate was clean.
Gosh, that's just with my kids and I haven't even started with Bruce, or Crossroads, or The Gathering, or Camp Hope, or my classes with the kids, or RAD 2012....I'm already at risk of losing you since this post is already too long! Ha! Well, that'll have to be continued.
Here's my last thought...listen to what David said in Psalm 40:8-10, "I desire to do your will, O my God; your law is within my heart. I proclaim righteousness in the great assembly; I do not seal my lips, as you know, O Lord. I do not hide your righteousness in my heart; I speak of your faithfulness and salvation. I do not conceal your love and your truth from the great assembly."
David wasn't afraid to tell the world about what God had done and was doing in his life. He, King David, wasn't afraid to share his "highs" and "lows", and then to tell how the Lord was using them to His great glory. This presents a few questions...
- Am I taking the time to recognize what God is doing in my life? Every day?
- Am I looking for His glory even in the storms? the valleys? the deserts?
- Am I seeking to learn from all these daily events?
- Am I allowing others to see God's glory in my life?
- Am I proclaiming? NOT sealing my lips? speaking of His love faithfulness?








